Without a Trace (TV Series)

Shadows (2004)

Valerie Mahaffey: Bonnie Toland

Quotes 

• Joel Kemper : What do you mean?

  Bonnie Toland : I mean maybe I shouldn't have agreed to do this one.

  Joel Kemper : Why?

  Bonnie Toland : Because maybe it isn't right. Maybe living is more important than anything.

  Joel Kemper : But dying is a part of living. Bonnie, what you do, for these people, is incredible. You help them pass on without being poked and prodded and humiliate. You give them dignity, and in the end peace. Oh oh, that was supposed to make you feel better not make you cry.

  Bonnie Toland : My chemo isn't working.

  Joel Kemper : What?

  Bonnie Toland : I'm dying.

  Joel Kemper : Oh hunny. Come here. It's alright.

  Bonnie Toland : I haven't even told Roger.

  Joel Kemper : Sweetie.

  Bonnie Toland : I feel like I've failed him. Like I wasn't strong enough, or brave enough.

  Joel Kemper : But you are, you are so brave.

  Bonnie Toland : I'm tired of being brave. I don't want to be positive. I don't wanna wear these stupid scarves any more. I don't wanna put on makeup or do yoga. I'm weak, , , and sick, and in pain. And I want the people who love me to tell me that's ok.